Walpurga
It was nice, sitting there with
Shadowfox. For the time being at least, she could forget the world around her and focus on someone else. Her own problems seemed petty and far away with
Shadowfox. Was this what it was like to have a friend?
Walpurga didn’t know. It was a nice feeling. She smiled a little. She liked hearing about
Shadowfox’s adventures in reading the signs in the Riddermarket. Truth be told even she had a hard time reading some of them even with her years of reading experience. It wasn’t until they mentioned
Walpurga being an “
excellent mother” that her smile dropped a little. She hadn’t allowed herself to think of herself as a mother, mostly because of how the relationship with her own mother had soured before she left. Given her proclivities, she had given up the idea of being an actual mother as well. A well of emotion began forming in her throat. She swallowed it down and hoped
Shadowfox didn’t notice and think they had done something wrong. They were so skittish
Walpurga didn’t want them blaming themselves for her own doubts and hesitations. Would she be a good mother? The thought lingered in her mind a little longer than she would have liked. Still, she maintained her smile, making sure it reached her eyes.
“What’s in a name?”
Walpurga said with a silly flourish. “I think we should call ourselves whatever we want and I think if we want to be something different everyday then we should pick what we want to be called every day. I happen to love the name
Walpurga so I don’t feel the need to change it. What about Brocktree for this little munchkin?” She booped the little badger’s nose. “He looks like a Brocktree. What do you think?”
She pursed her lips in thought as the question from
Shadowfox hung unfinished and heavy in the air. Even though they hadn’t said the full question,
Walpurga completely understood what they were saying. “What we call ourselves is far, far more important than what we let others call us. When you wake up in the morning, who do you feel like? What name, what image do you see when you think of yourself?” She took
Shadowfox’s hand in hers and looked deeply into their eyes. “Who are you,
Shadowfox? Who do you want to be?”
Walpurga took a deep breath and held it for a moment. She kept her gaze on
Shadowfox, but her expression was soft and understand, her eyes gentle and open. The light caught
Shadowfox’s hair and exploded in bright golden light, giving them something like a halo from
Walpurga’s perspective. She chuckled softly. Gold motes of dust floated about their head, shimmering like stars before they blinked out of existence. The smell of baking bread, the smell of horses and rain and smoke from outside filtered in. Her nose itched for a second. It smelled much like home, the more she thought about it. The other real difference was the sound that accompanied the smells. There were dozens, scores of voices all mixing and intermingling. Every now and then she could make out a few words here and there, but her focus was on
Shadowfox. “If you ask me,” she said after a moment, “I don’t think you should hide in the shadow anymore. You’re fully of brilliant bright light. I think you’re name should reflect that.”
The conversation drifted to the book she’d brought with her.
Walpurga didn’t think about it until
Shadowfox’s reaction to it but it would look like a strange thing if you’d never really seen one, especially not one this big. “Don’t you be silly!” she gently admonished her companion. “Of course you could read it. Here, touch it. It won’t bite. I promise. I…. well I don’t own it technically. My… it belongs to my mother technically I suppose you could say. I, I think I stole it.” she took a deep breath and gulped. She hadn’t actually thought about that before. “It was a gift from my… father,” the word nearly made her choke, “to my mother. She thinks it was a way to mock her after he left but, but I don’t think so. I mean, I don’t really know what it was meant to be but, but it is a very nice book and I doubt anyone would go to so much trouble just to get a laugh from something. Who knows though.” She shrugged and mirrored
Shadowfox, taking a sip of her tea. The taste was wonderful and warm, there was a hint of sweetness in the after taste. She closed her eyes and sighed, trying to quell the sudden upwell of emotions. This was not the time for such things. She and
Shadowfox had work to do.