Finduilas Takes Túrin Spelunking (Part 3)
The caverns of Narog held a motely of branching paths throughout as the two traversed the caves. In the beginning, darkness filled Túrin's sight, their pace slow, though the ground was even, perhaps hewn for comfort by past dwarf dwellers. He still almost tripped a few times. Finduilas' touch was his only guide; even her sun-hair could not pierce the shadow. They did not speak, thankfully, allowing Túrin to concentrate on his footing. Drips of water, echoes of light footsteps, and indiscernible voices from others often disturbed the silence. From where in the cave, though, he could not tell.
Yet the more time he spent, his eyes could differentiate the path they tread from the rocky walls. At points he saw faint hints of light at the end of different forks they did not go through. The stalactites and stalagmites briefly shone at those points. But most helpfully, he could finally see the faint yellow of the elf's hair, easing the growing anxiety he held.
"There are paths thin enough that only an elf can barely crawl through," commented Finduilas at one point, stopping for a second, "there is a one to the right of me, thin like a vein of the earth, where I have heard the bravest and foolhardy have crawled."
"For what purpose?" he asked, "what is there to gain by such a feat? What glory is there to crawl on all fours through such a place?"
Túrin saw her turn around, though he did could barely see the smile on her face.
"A sight that is worthy of song, a wonder to behold," she replied, "I should know, after all. I passed through this very vein to the other side."
He said nothing at this, though he beheld her now in a new light. Túrin never fathomed Orodreth's daughter doing such a thing.
"Did Gwindor escort you at that time?"
"Nay, for I was but a child," she replied, "I recall when the caves were a wonder, a new adventure every day in each path. Though I have found another way to the end, a path more favorable for the both of us. Let us go, Thurin!"
The path seemed narrower as Finduilas slowed her footsteps, her grip tightening around Túrin's hands. The floor became more uneven, sometimes ascending and sometimes descending. After what seemed like minutes of aimlessly walking ahead, he brought his hand over his eyes, shielding the growing light threatening to blind his eyes from a thin illuminated crevice, like a vertical crack unveiling the true road to the lands of the Sun. He heard something on the other side akin to a continuous roar. It did not sound like an animal, though.
She let go of his hand, giving him a wan smile as she did so, "we will have to sidle through this crevice. It should be wide enough for one of us at a time."
He nodded, initially gesturing for Finduilas to go in first. But then he hesitated, unsure whether it was more proper if he went in first. Who knew what lay at the end of the path? Whatever it may be, it would have to get through him before Finduilas.
She laughed, and his spirits lifted again... a small smile appearing on his face. Then the realization once again hit his heart, as he heard the echo of laughter from someone else who shared the same hair, the reminder that Lalaith could never see this place...
A shadow re-entered his heart, and his face became stony as Narog's caverns. Finduilas apparently noticed this, giving a confused frown at his change in demeanor, then her eyes widened, and for a moment he saw the reflection of pity.
Only a moment, though, as before Túrin could have the opportunity to hide his anger, her smile returned and said, "lead the way, Adanedhel, and see for yourself the wonder I saw in years past."
Without a response, he walked ahead, turning his body and sidled into the thin crevice. He was careful not to have his hands get caught on any of the sharp protrusions of the wall. The further he moved, the louder the roar became, until he could discern what exactly was making that sound. But he chose not to think more on that, as Túrin concentrated on his breathing, easing the uncomfortableness of squeezing through an opening, and after what seemed like a small eternity, he exited the crevice on the other side, with his mouth ajar.
In front of him he felt the wind blow through his hair, as he realized now he was in an alcove with the view of a waterfall, the source of the roar clear, a light powdery spray surrounding where the water fell below into a stream that led directly into the Narog. The faint hint of a rainbow could be seen as the sun was passing through, and the sight of the colorful array would have taken his breath alone. But even more beautiful were the grass and flowers that grew from the cracks in the alcove. For as many colors he saw from the rainbow, he saw even more from the flora. Yellow, blue, red, violet, pink, green, orange, white, and many more. A sense of wonder filled him then, and he understood why people would crawl to reach this secluded area.
"Is it not beautiful?" spoke Finduilas, startling him. His head whipped around, and then he bowed it slightly apologetically, forgetting that she was behind him.
"Yea," he replied, walking on the rocky paths, making sure not to step on any of the flowers, "... Gwindor has seen this, has he not?"
"Indeed he has... though, let me see where I left the gift," she said, eyes quickly darting around, her raiment reflecting in the sun, "ah! There it is."
With light feet, she made her way to a corner of the alcove where there was naught but grass upon rock. There, wrapped in a handkerchief, he noted, was a bouquet of purple primroses.
"Thurin, could you perhaps come closer and look at the waterfall from this angle?" she requested. Túrin nodded, carefully walking to her until he was next to her.
There he saw the waterfall and the rainbow, this time the rainbow's crest adorning the top of it, with the waterfall symmetrically in between, as if the rainbow guarded it from all enemies wishing for its destruction. It took his breath away, yes, but...
He thought the flowers were still prettier, particularly the yellow ones.
"Would you..." she began to say, then her eyes averted his as she quickly looked away, as if some doubt crept into her, "once the sun passes, we shall only be able to see the waterfall. Shall we wait until that happens?"
A part of him wanted to, to sit next to her in a comfortable silence, listening to the roar of the waterfall, hearing the birds sing their songs and counting the flowers in the alcove.
Then his stomach suddenly rumbled, and he sighed.
"On another day, my lady," he responded, giving an apologetic look to Finduilas, "If I may suggest, Gwindor should come with us next time. This place... it will ease his heart from the memories of the past."
For some reason her eyes dimmed a little for just a second. This likely was a trick of the light though, as she smiled again.
"You are a true Elf-Friend, and considerate to Gwindor, and I am sure his appreciation will be as palpable... as my appreciation is for you, Thurin," she softly replied, then walked back to the crevice a bit faster than normal. He followed, but then stopped as he noticed a cylindrical hole about 10 feet away from the crevice entrance.
That must be where Finduilas, as a child, entered into this alcove in one of her adventures. Something that he felt tempted to point out, but he chose not to. He followed her as they went through the crevice again.
He had mostly passed through the thin entrance into the caverns, Finduilas moving at a quicker pace than he did. Trying to keep up, he hastened his sidling. Misfortune hit, however, as his right hand stabbed itself into one of the sharp protrusions. He hissed in pain, and as soon as he exited the crevice, sat down, holding his wounded palm in the other hand, feeling the blood pouring out, trying to vainly stop the bleeding with his other hand tightly wrapping around it. Though that pained him even more.
"Thurin!" Finduilas cried, as he also heard the sound of something being dropped to the cave floor, and she was there at once, "I... I am sorry, forgive my haste. You are wounded!"
"It is... ugh... just a flesh wound," Túrin replied, for indeed he suffered far more grievous wounds, though this one in his palm still stung, "just let me rest for a moment."
"Nay, let me..." there was enough light from the crevice for him to see that she was going to rip her raiment.
"No! Do not waste such cloth on me!"
"Nonsense," she replied. Túrin closed his eyes, hearing her hurried footsteps, gritting his teeth as his palm stung. Why did this always happen? Such a frivolous wound not even in the heat of battle!
"Here," Finduilas said, returning and bending down next to him, "give me your palm."
He opened his eyes, releasing his other hand from the wounded one, both bloody now. She beheld the wound for a moment, then wrapped something around it, creating an wrap around the probable hole in his palm. She whispered words which soothed him, and his breath slowed as he relaxed. Luckily, he was in Nargothrond, so even if by some ill-chance he had an infection the healers would resolve it all.
"My thanks to you, Lady Finduilas!" Túrin said, trying to give a reassuring smile to her as he slowly stood up.
And that was when he noticed the purple primroses, without its handkerchief covering them; a bouquet no more. And even though fools would say that these were mere flowers, his heart wept. As these plants now became marred, petals likely bent or hewn, the gift to Gwindor lessened. A reflection of the curse Morgoth placed on this world; a reflection of his own misfortune.
Then he realized what the wrap was made out of: the handkerchief that held the primroses.
"Thurin," he heard Finduilas say in the midst of his silent grief, "... your need not be sad. When the sun rises again, I can always pick more."
He wanted to protest. These were specially picked flowers, each one with a specific purpose in the arrangement. He doubt another bouquet could be as unique as the one that became marred. Yet, like a blown-out candle he felt weary, thus kept silent. Túrin dared not look at the flowers as Finduilas picked them up and inspected them.
"Let us leave... I will escort you to the healers immediately," she said, holding out her hand.
He merely looked at it, then looked at the wan smile on Finduilas' face, containing guilt and sadness. He sighed, then lightly grasped it with his uninjured hand.
They then left the cave without any other word, as both Túrin and Finduilas left with different tumultuous thoughts.
The shadow of Túrin's curse grew in Nargothrond that day.
THE END