Recruit Trastion Leithor
Houses of Healing treatment room 3, with @Arnyn
2 days after arriving in HOH
Trastion frowned slightly. Head of the family. He didn't particularly like hearing it worded like that. True, the man was married to the lady of the household, but.. it still didn't feel right calling him the head of the family. He shrugged slightly, frowning. "Aearonor would have come into his inheritance by now, had he lived." He mentioned quietly. "He would have been lord of the estate. Not our stepfather." He glanced at Arnyn and smiled, wondering how she managed to deduce things so swiftly and seeming without effort. "But... yes. With both of us gone, he would be next in line to inherit." He agreed. "That was his plan. To get rid of us, and become lord of our land. So his son.. my stepbrother, could be the ruler of it all, someday." He shrugged slightly.
Sighing, Trastion went on. "I've thought about it a lot since I left. See.. he and my father were cousins. And, though his mother was older than her brother -my grandfather- he got everything. Because of certain rules in Belfalas, she couldn't inherit the estate; only a male can. Which, I personally think is ridiculous, to be honest, but that's how it is, and has been for many generations. So my grandfather was the one to inherit it all. Apparently, my stepfather didn't feel that was fair, and thought he should have been the one to get it all." He frowned. "I don't know whether he had any involvement in my father's death or not.." He said slowly, looking thoughtful. "I don't know a lot about how he died, she never told me much.." He hesitated. "It happened before I was born, so I never met him." He had always been rather saddened by that, wishing he could have known his father. "My mother always used to say I was just like him." He added with a tiny smile. "Though, she always said it like it was a bad thing.." he laughed faintly, then grinned. "I took it as a compliment, though."
"Anyway." He realized he'd delved into intricate matters that probably didn't interest Arnyn that much. Her latter question brought a slight laugh. His reason for joining the rangers. "No.. not quite." He ran his hand through his hair, thinking how to answer that. "I signed up because I truly wanted to be a ranger." He shrugged, answering truthfully. He looked over at her with a slightly sad smile. "My brother was always being pushed to be this...model of responsibility, you know? And.. well, he went along with our mother's demands, because she was our mother and he wanted to please her and be respectful, set a good example and live up to her expectations. But she..." He frowned, unsure how to put this. "She expected so much out of him. Like he was perfect or something. And honestly, to hear her talk, you'd think he was perfect, all the time. And he always hated it, though he wouldn't say so to her."
Trastion sighed. "So. Sort of..as a way to unwind from all the stress and get away for a bit, he'd go off in the woods for long periods. I went with him a lot." he smiled, remembering. "We'd go off into the woods for hours or sometimes days, camping and exploring.. and forget about all the rigid rules and expectations and stress and responsibility, and just.. have fun. Like normal brothers." He smiled. "And we talked about all sorts of things. But one of the things we used to talk about.. he'd always say it like he was joking, but sometimes I felt like he was serious.. he'd talk about how one day he was going to just take off and live in the woods from then on, and said maybe he'd become a ranger, and how that always sounded like the greatest life." He looked down, saddened again. "He promised if he ever did that, he'd take me with him, so I wouldn't get stuck having to fill his shoes. I always felt glad that I wasn't the oldest." He took a slow breath. "But, then.. when he died.. Mother..tried to cram me into his place, so to speak." He shook his head, frowning. "But I couldn't be Aearon. I didn't want to be him, and there was no replacing him. And I.. I didn't want her running my life, making all my decisions, telling me everything I should do...who I should marry. And then I heard this plot, and... I knew she'd never believe me if I told her what I'd heard. She'd say I was making it up to cause trouble for my stepfather." He glanced up. "After I left, it took a couple of years before I realized that I could actually pursue that dream of being a ranger, instead of.. what Mother wanted for me. For us." He bit his lip, a slightly pained look on his face at that wording, but didn't retract it. "I.. try to think of it as if Aearon is here with me, as if he's.. I don't know."
Taking a deep breath, he returned his thought to the last thing she had said. "Yes.. that, is exactly what I feared he had done. That's what he did to Aearon." He answered quietly. He smiled wryly. "When you mentioned that thing about poison, that day on the training grounds.. I wondered.. but there are other ways too. Things that would be impossible to predict, or anticipate." He sighed. "I left the job in the quarry because someone came around asking about me. Someone who works for him, that I recognized. But he may have employed other people by now that I wouldn't recognize. There have been a few people to see me around here, like Abrazimir Dimaethor, who might have recognized me. I tried to put him off track as well as I could, but... if he mentioned to any of his relatives that he'd seen me, or even thought that he'd seen me.. and that I'm training with the rangers now...news like that could easily get back to my stepfather. I'm worried... but I'm also determined not to run again." He looked at Arnyn, the determination evident in his face.