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Taeth's mind was whirling as she walked through the streets of Edoras, from Meduseld to her home, by
Frost's side. They'd not said a word to each other since exiting the audience with King Éomer, and he'd not really talked to her
at all so far, as the page had interrupted them when she'd asked how he was doing.
Taeth had barely seen a glimmer of a smile as he watched her lecture King Éomer—Dear Bema she had
lectured the King and even if she was a Marshal, that was toeing the line.—but that smile had quickly vanished, and his composure had remained somber since then. She'd seen the anger hiding in his eyes as he learned of the former Second Marshal's full actions, and of her escape to Gondor. She didn't blame him.
She'd not seen him at all since that first morning at the infirmary, and while he'd fallen in step beside her almost naturally as they'd left Meduseld, Taeth wasn't quite sure what to make of the tense air between them.
She... remembered going to the infirmary, to check on him. Remembered waking him... and most of what happened between then and her return home a few hours later was a jumbled mish-mash of memories. She had a lingering dread that she'd said or done something to push him away, to make him wary of her, but she wasn't sure
what exactly it would have been. The brief letters they'd exchanged had given her no hint, though she'd clung to the words he'd said to her in them.
Perhaps I should try to find an island in the north? Would you be my karîbâri there?
...dear one...
Now that I have found you again, I do not want to lose you.
I am proud of you...
I will miss you while you’re away...
She wished that he would wrap his arm around her, like he had that day during the Summer Festival—
Bema's horn, has it truly only been ten days since then? she silently wondered. So much has happened... it feels like nearly an entire season has passed.—but every time she glanced up at him, he seemed lost in thoughts of his own, and his arm was still curled instinctively around his bruised ribs.
Somehow, when they finally stood before her door—and honestly, she was shocked
Frost hadn't split off from her on the streets, vanishing like a spectre from her life, with all the chaos that seemed to be dogging their every step—Taeth managed not to drop the key this time, or fumble with the lock. As she stepped through the door,
Frost followed, practically on her heels.
She startled when the door slammed shut behind them, when his fingers wrapped around her wrist and spun her around to press her back against the wall. Then his hands cupped her face, and instinctively she pushed up on herself on her toes as he bent down, and then his mouth was on hers for a brief, delicious moment every thought was wiped from her mind except relief. Want. Need.
Taeth tried to push herself up higher, tried to deepen the kiss just a little more, but he was too tall, and reluctantly she pulled away. But as she did so, she caught the briefest pinch of discomfort across his face, a flash of pain in his eyes, and she winced. He was hurt. He was
hurt and it was her fault… (She knew, logically, that it wasn’t
her fault. The dwarf was the one who’d spewed those words that threw her off guard, and it was the other Campian participants who had targeted
Frost despite his honorable actions, but she couldn’t shake the feeling that if he hadn’t felt the need to defend her, he wouldn’t have been hurt at all.)
Wordlessly, she reached for his uninjured hand, leading him across the room to the table. She released his hand, hopped up onto the end of the table, tucked her legs beneath her, and brought herself nearly to eye level with him.
Taeth reached up, her movements almost a replica of that first night, and pushed back a strand of hair that had fallen across his forehead. Traced the shape of his eyebrow, the bridge of his nose, the curve of his lips. “Are you all right?” she whispered as her hand slipped down the side of his neck. “Are you
really all right?”
“Karîbâri, I am fine,” he answered, and she felt his left hand settle on her hip and tug her closer as he nudged her knees apart with his thigh. “I’ve dealt with worse on my own before.”
“You’re not on your own now,” Taeth answered, scooting forward till the edge of the table bit into her shins through her leather trousers—her legs would make her regret this later, she was sure—their bodies almost pressed flush together. She leaned in to steal a kiss, shivering when his hand slipped beneath her tunic and up, beginning to trace patterns up her spine. The touch of his bare skin against hers sent heat spiraling through her, and she pulled away from the kiss with a gasp.
“Promise to tell me if something actually
hurts?” Taeth pulled back just far enough to force him to meet her gaze. “Not just soreness, but the type of hurt when something is actually wrong?”