Summer
@Rillewen
Lieutenant Arnyn Dealedwen
Headquarters - command office
Duinion seemed...
Arnyn was not quite sure what the right word was for the stare, the lowering of his head, the closing of his eyes, the breath he let out so slowly. The man was damaged. That much was obvious. The
Lieutenant was careful to keep her face unreadable when he cast a glance at the door - right before he suddenly made eye contact with her for the first time since she had stopped speaking.
"That wasn't part of the deal."
That was a confusing sentence, although
Arnyn did not let that show. What
deal? She did not have to wait long, however.
Duinion lifted a tip of the veil on the matter, which told Arnyn several things. First of all, that
Eryn was the one who had made some kind of deal with her father. Second, that Duinion had agreed to spend exactly one night in the city, perhaps the barracks even. Thirdly, Arnyn deduced that one night was acceptable to him, but that he deemed her orders - which involved one night a week - much more demanding. Fourthly, he assumed that Eryn had approached her to include her in this deal. And last of all, that Duinion also assumed that Arnyn would simply agree to be part of such a deal. Behind Duinion's back. And with his
daughter.
Arnyn stiffened slightly.
Regardless,
Duinion did not seem to protest directly. He asked how long she meant for him to do this, and the words came quietly and carefully now. Followed by an explanation that seemed almost anxious, about his history fighting in battles.
The
Lieutenant let silence claim the office for a while, as she deliberated on how to respond. In this time, her expression was neutral, perhaps only gauging as she looked at the
Tirdinen sitting on the other side of the desk.
"I am well aware of your battle history." Her words were deliberate, although they did not come more slowly than they usually would. Her tone was not at all explanatory, nor was it exactly strict. It was calm. So calm that one might worry what was hidden behind it.
"Well enough," she repeated his words. "You might be content with 'well enough',
Tirdinen Raedor. I, however, am not. There are enough factors beyond our control in battle as it is. Too many. Adding anxiety to that, about having too many people around you..." She shook her head. "
Duinion, can you guarantee me that your personal struggle will not affect you if the need arises to close in around the enemy, comrades fighting so close to you that you have to careful not to shake their balance by bumping into them too hard? Can you guarantee me that under no circumstances would this cause you to panic? Or to get uncomfortable? Even if you do not panic, even if you get through it
well enough, it is a distraction that I would prefer you
not to have." Some feeling was slipping into her words now, despite her best efforts. Some warmth. Some heat. Driven by conviction. "You're right; this armor is uncomfortable. And I wear it now so I may get used to that feeling. So it does not present a possible distraction or liability when I'm in a life of death situation."
"My mission is not simply the one that is passed along by the
King or by our
Captain," she continued. "My mission is to prepare you. All of you. From the newest recruit to the most seasoned ranger. So you may have the best chance of survival that you could possibly have. And survival is not limited to skills in combat or in the wild."
Arnyn now felt the heat fusing into her words, which caused her to refrain from elaborating further. She needed to stick to the heart of the matter. Without showing too much of her own. In this instance,
Duinion needed to see her as second in command, first and foremost.
"As for this
deal you are referring to," she said, coolly, "I reject your assumption." In fact, if he had known her better,
Arnyn would have been hurt. Considering their limited interactions, she knew not to take it personally. Yet she wanted to make clear that this was not in her nature, and that she was not amused by his assumption. "I would never take part in making a deal about someone's issues behind their back. I would not do so with a fellow ranger or a close friend. Let alone your daughter, whom I barely know. The only one whom I might discuss such matters with, is our
Captain. Because that mission I mentioned earlier, is a joint one."
Arnyn's dark brown eyes were dead serious as she looked at him. "Whatever deal you made with your daughter, has nothing to do with this."
The
Lieutenant drew a deep breath, composing her inner self to match her outer appearance. "As for
how long..." She momentarily lifted her hands, as if to say that would depend. "However long it takes for you to actually be able to
sleep. I'm not doing this to vex you. When a situation requires you to sleep indoors, close to your comrades in arms, on the eve of battle, I want you to
sleep,
Duinion. Not go into the fight overtired because for some reason you could not sleep outside. I want you rested."