Picking up the Pieces – Private Flashback – Part 1
Odessa Raxëlilta, come to find
Addhor and
Unalmis,
in a Treatment Room, June. Six years ago.
The carriage driver had brought her all the way in to Reception, but he could stay no longer; having delivered first his patients, then his news, before the recipient of that news herself. He had his work to be about, and could not stay to sit and wait with the old lady. Any more than she could long sit and wait politely at reception. She had waited overlong enough.
It was the cry that called her, against all better judgement. For in that moment she knew that she’d never heard such a sound before, all her life, and at the same time she was forced to recognise .. her grandson. Thoughts of relief that it was really true, that he was back .. were blended with the whirling rush of the coachman’s warning.
“
It is .. not good,” the man had told her.
“
But they’re alive, both of them ?” she had ascertained. “
They’re back home.”
To that the fellow had nodded, though slowly, non committal, and added further only that he ‘was not a healer. She’d have to go see for herself’. And so she had. And so she did. She followed that unhappy cry down the length of the corridor.
At first they did not note her entry, the staff attending to their patients, the patients wholly taken up by their malady. She was permitted then, by lack of anyone to bid her leave, to observe the scene in a blinking, startled silence, from the door. It was less than a minute when she rallied against the shock, and approached.
“
Ma’am you can not be in here,” the protests began. But there were no hands free to insist. There were only her hands, ready to assist.
“
They’re mine,” she stated, glancing from the one bed to the other, recognising both, though barely so. “
My son, my grandson. I’m staying. You have your hands full here. Tell me what I can do.”
“
Ma’am, you need to go back to Reception. Someone will come find you when ..” the well meaning intention met the face of resolved will.
“
Over here,” one of the others relented, gesturing for the woman to come sit beside the younger patient. “
Sit where he can see you,” she suggested. “
We can not administer the pain relief until he has absorbed some fluids first. He can not swallow this if he is sedated.”
Slowly the grandmother dragged a chair over from the window and lowered unto it’s support, so that she could serve for his. Reaching for her grandson’s closest hand, she did not quite recoil but barely knew how to proceed. For the majority of what ought to be a hand, .. was instead a beach of broken skin, swollen to misshapen form in places, oozing a yellowish fluid in others. Rimy mauve streaks of infection showed in place of the usual runs of vein and artery beneath the skin.
“
It looks worse than it is, I promise,” the healer assured her. “
Here,” she guided the grandmother’s hand to find the young man’s wrist, and make contact. “
The swelling is from the infection. We will wash it out, and the manifestation will subside. It will ease. In a week or two it will be all back as normal.”
With a nod,
Odessa closed both her hands about the closest wrist, careful not to come too close to the affected hands, nor lose her composure. She dared a glance to find her grandson’s face and found it, drained about the cheek, eyes sunken, with a greyish pallor, discoloured further by fading contusions about the brow. But it was him. It was still him. He’d clearly lost some weight, and was more quiet and still than she had ever seen him. That would change though. He’d get better. This was the starting point of recovery, and it could only improve.
“
Maybe you’ll drink this down, for your mother, hmm dear ?” the healer suggested to the patient.
“
Grandmother,” that matriarch put in, as if that mattered really. But the healer could not have known the family dynamic, nor the woman’s aversion to ever mention of the young man’s real ‘mother’. “
I’m his mother,” she nodded over to where other healers surrounded her son.
“
He’s dehydrated,” the healer explained, calling their ‘helper’ back from the state of the elder patient, to the one at hand. “
We just need to replace some of his fluids. Though not too much all at once, or we’ll overwhelm the kidneys.”
“
I heard him cry out,”
Odessa recalled. She did not leave hold of her grandson, but raised eyes to find an answer, some sort of explanation, from the most engaging healer, who was trying again with the replenishing elixir.
“
His shoulder is broken,” was the reply, and justification. “
He had to be positioned in such a way still to drink, and also not worsen the ..”
A glance at where the healer indicated, saw the grandmother swallow hard. She stopped hearing the words. Broken, the woman had said. But the way her boy was propped up .. the joint seemed deformed, hunched almost up to his ear on that one side. His right arm was strapped to his torso, just above the elbow, with a supporting sling beneath the forearm that rendered it to his other, healthy shoulder. The entire limb was designed as to reduce any movement. Clearly adjusting the young man into such a necessary state had cause the pained cries that his grandmother had heard before.
“
It will mend ?” she managed to whisper.
“
The configuration will improve,” she was assured. “
Again it looks bad, but surgery will see to it. We can not look at what the bone is up to, properly, until he’s stable though. He needs to recover his strength, beat out this infection. Then it will be safe to proceed. If we opened him up now, how he is ..”
Odessa did not need to hear the rest of that sentence, any more than the healer wished to express it. The patient, coughing, made an attempt to push away the proffered remedy. As though he too disapproved.
“
Come now, I thought we had a deal,” the healer cooed toward him. “
Just a little more.”
“
I threw up,”
Unalmis reminded her, or caught
Odessa up to speed, albeit in a cracked voice.
“
I remember,” the healer ignored the glance that the grandmother strayed toward her stained skirts, wordlessly. “
Just a little more, yes ? Then you can sleep.”
“
I’m right here,” his grandmother made sure he realised. “
You’re home and I’m right here. It’s all going to be alright now.”
“
M’sorry ..”
“
None of that now,”
Odessa shook her head, as though she had any say over .. any matter in this room right now. “
Let’s just get you well again. Don’t you worry about anything else for now.”
After a time, it was clear that he had consumed as much as he was able to manage. The healer switched up the invigorating fluids for a herbal sedative and let
Unalmis succumb to as much rest as some sleep would gift him. The healer than turned to his hands, washing them over with a sweet scented ointment, before dressing them softly.
“
Don’t the wounds need room to breathe ?” the grandmother concerned.
“
The compression is light but will absorb the exudate. To spare the wound from maceration,” the healer explained .. using a lot of words which the other did not rightly understand. “
Would you like something to drink ? Water ? Some tea, perhaps ?”
“
Tell me .. of my son,”
Odessa made herself ask. Not ready to relax yet. Not at all.
The healer nodded, understanding. She gestured for the woman to approach with her, to where the elder patient lay. He had not stirred nor made a sound the entire time that his mother had been present yet. Still no less than three healers had been crowded about him, so that she could only hazard the worst sort of guess. Reading of their faces, she looked for the signs that she had grown used to. The last time she had rushed to find a loved one, this same loved one, in a bed at the houses of healing.
“
He has been sedated,” was the very first and fastest thing that the healer could explain, to console the concerned parent. “
He was only mildly dehydrated, in comparison, and I suspect that it is down to ..umm .. ”
“
Yes, he drinks. Upon occasion,”
Odessa raised her chin, unabashed to admit it openly. “
You do not know what ..”
“
I am not going to give you a lecture,” the healer promised, cutting off the prepared defensive. “
I was only going to say that it was safest, in his case, to sedate him as soon as possible. There was some convulsing .. and with the hallucinations. It was exhausting him.”
Now that they two were left alone in the room, with only the two unconscious patients present, the healer drew
Odessa over and set aside the bedding which had served as a veil before. “
There is damaged tissue,” she said, as the other woman sniffed and held back her head, as she dared to look. “
Around the crux of the stump. Either he fell or .. honestly, it looks rather more like he put too much pressure on the wooden support, with too little practice. The friction has worn too much away and .. I don’t know where they have been. But .. ” It certainly had not been sanitary, that look said. The healer waited for the mother’s face to meet her’s before she broke the news. “
I’m afraid the skin there is no longer viable. Even if we close it up, usage will only set against the fragile wound. It would never heal. We are going to need to further the amputation, and close with a stronger, healthier tissue.”
“
Above the knee ?”
Odessa swallowed. The healer simply nodded. Then allowed the woman a moment to absorb this.
“
For now we have set a poultice to control the infection that is there, we’ve cut away as much of the damaged tissue as it is safe to. But, again, it isn't safe to do the surgery yet. The sort of heavy alcohol which leads to this sort of a reaction when its stopped ... it thins the blood. He would bleed to .. well. He wouldn't make it."
"
How long do you think, until it is safe ?" the mother made herself ask.
"
That very much depends on him, I'm afraid," the healer ventured carefully. "
A prolonged use of alcohol changes what is normal for how his body works. The convulsions, confusion, fever, .. he also threw up some. It is a process, of the body slowly adapting to being without it’s usual .. dose. The symptoms are unpleasant but we can only weaken those by administering alcohol, albeit in some lesser doses, to wean him off. And we don’t really have the time for all that. We must wait and hope the damage doesn't spread too far in the meantime. He must simply ride this out. It will not be pleasant. Though at the end, he may find that it is less appealing to return to drinking. So, that is ..”
To her credit the healer could not carry herself through the word, .. good. There was little good to report here.
“
They are alive, and they are going to improve,”
Odessa took from the prognosis what she could cope with, leaning back on her feet. “
I think I will take some tea now, thankyou.”
With a nod, the healer promised to bring it in to her. The woman needed her seat, and to be near to those she had begun to think she had lost. They were all that she had left. And this was all that there was left of them. It was going to be alright though. Because they were come back home now. And that was where recovery began.