(Private flashback)
Midnight Escapades
Mid-Late July
In a random patch of forest in the Pelennor
(following this post)
The evening was a little bit cool for the end of July. Stars twinkled overhead, and somewhere in the distance, a barn owl called softly into the night. A few other creature noises reached her ears as Strawberry sat before a small campfire, waiting while her meal cooked. She glanced around without alarm, carefully identifying each noise in her head, and smiled faintly to remember how frightened she had been just a few years ago, out in the woods alone, without a clue what this or that noise was. Now, most of those noises had become quite familiar to her. She no longer jumped at the sound of a screech owl, or the bark of a fox, or the soft grunt of a deer, or any of the other nighttime wildlife noises.
Despite that, she sensed, somehow, that she was being watched. Lifting green eyes up into the forest beyond her campfire, Strawberry found herself staring back at a pair of eyes. Catching her breath, she swiftly assessed what else she could tell of it. It was small, whatever it was. But judging from the height, she thought it must be much taller than her. Slowly, she let her free hand slide to the dagger tucked into her belt and continued watching, her heart beating fast but steady. After what felt like several minutes, the creature shifted its position somewhat. Moving closer.
But as it moved, it came just a little bit closer to the firelight. As she continued to stare at it, Strawberry’s eyes were able to make out more details, and she almost laughed. It was only a raccoon, perched up in a tree. She shook her head slowly, a tiny smile crossing her face. “Sorry. There’s not enough for us both.” She spoke softly. As soon as she said it, the eyes withdrew. She assumed that her movement, and the sound of her voice, must have frightened it away. But it was amusing to think that the raccoon had understood her, and had gone away in disappointment at her words.
She looked around, seeing no other curious ‘visitors’ around, and then checked on her meager meal. It seemed to be done cooking at last. Good, she was quite hungry. Holding back a sigh, Strawberry settled back to begin eating. She already missed Gwand, and couldn't help thinking about the many evenings that they’d spent together. Eating meals together. Talking. Even laughing. It felt so… distant, already. As if it had been months ago, rather than only a couple of days, that she had left the city. Idly, she wondered if he was really any safer with her having left. Because she feared that her presence there, in his hiding place, would be his downfall. Her enemy had begun to trouble him and his family, and she couldn’t shake the feeling that the evil man would, sooner or later, discover her there, hiding with him. And if that happened, he would undoubtedly do something terrible. Either to Gwand, or to his family. And she couldn’t bear for that to happen. It was better for everyone if she kept her distance from those that she cared about, although it was difficult. In fact, it hurt a little, withdrawing away from others. She never should have stuck around long enough to develop a connection with him, or anyone else. At least this way, her enemy would turn his attention away from her friend and those he cared about.
With a little frown, she brushed a stray tear away from her cheek and gave a little shake of her head. No sense in crying, she told herself with a little scoff, and rolled her eyes at herself. That was stupid. No good would come of it, after all. She finished her food, cleaned up after, and curled up to sleep. After a moment, she repositioned and ended up gazing up at the stars, thoughtful. She did miss having someone else around to keep watch while she slept, though. They used to take turns at that, she recalled with a faint smile. That had been nice.
‘Stop being so silly and.. whatever that word was.’ She scolded herself mentally, letting out an audible sigh.
Was that what it would have been like, to have a family? A father, perhaps? She couldn’t help the thought. It just popped into her head. She scowled and rolled onto her side, instead. He wasn’t
her father, she told herself. Gwand had his own daughter, and Strawberry surely had a father of her own.. somewhere. Whether alive or dead, she didn’t know. And she doubted she would ever know who her father might be, or might have been. She suspected he was dead, whoever he was. Either that, or he just didn't care enough to look for her. Those thoughts pursued her into sleep as she eventually dozed off into a light, fitful sleep.
Waking with a jolt, Strawberry sat up with wide eyes. Some hours had passed, although she wasn't sure what time it actually was. The girl looked around, struggling not to give in to the panicked feeling left over from whatever dream she had been having. But the dream wasn't what had wakened her. She took a few slow, measured breaths to calm herself as she looked around, trying to figure out what had wakened her. She was shivering, she realized. It had gotten colder while she slept, and there had been a heavy dew, which meant she had become rather damp while she slept. Her fire had burned down to nearly nothing. Then, she heard it again. It was the sound of crying that had awakened her. Who was crying?
Looking around as her heart slowly settled into a normal pace, Strawberry eventually ascertained that the crying sounded like a young child. It seemed to be coming from nearby. She got up quietly and looked around, then began to slowly approach the source of this sound, though she remained highly cautious of what she might encounter. It could be a trap of some sort, after all.
To her surprise and confusion, as she neared the bank of the nearby stream, Strawberry found two young children huddled under some thick bushes, clinging to one another. The little girl was crying, and the boy, who seemed just a bit older, was trying to comfort her. They both looked up with wide, frightened eyes when Strawberry approached, the boy moving slightly protectively toward the girl, as if to shield her.
Strawberry glanced around, confused about what these two children were doing so far out from anything. There was no one else around. “Hello.” She smiled and tried to keep her voice friendly. She was met by uneasy silence and wary looks. Silence, that is, except for the girl’s sniffing. "Are you lost?” Strawberry guessed, a little unsure what to do or say.
“Who’re you?” The boy asked warily.
“No one important,” Strawberry shrugged. “You can call me Strawberry." She smiled. "What’re you two doing out here?”
The girl spoke up, then, through sniffling and sobbing, “We runned away and got losted, and now we’re stuck in the briars, and we dunno what to do!” She buried her face in her brother’s side, squeezing him tight as she dissolved into tears again.
Blinking, Strawberry offered a reassuring smile. “Ah.. well, let’s see if I can help with that.” She reached to pull out her knife, then paused. "I'm not going to hurt you." She assured them, then stepped over to the briar patch as she slowly pulled out her knife, taking a look at what branches she might need to cut. The children were shivering, she noticed. She remembered that she had also been shivering when she woke up, and they hadn’t even had a fire to keep them warm through the night. How long had they been out here, anyway?
Eventually, with a few winces as her fingers got stuck on the sharp thorns, she had managed to extricate the children from the briars. Once both were free, she led them back to her campsite, built up the fire again, and put her blanket around both the kid’s shoulders to warm them up a little faster. She sat across from them as they sat close together, sharing the blanket and enjoying the warmth of the fire in front of them, while looking at her with wide, curious eyes.
“Alright.. so, what’s this about running away?” Strawberry wondered, curious why such young children would want to run away. The boy couldn’t be older than six or seven, and the girl looked somewhere around four or five, she guessed.
The boy hesitated, then sighed and dropped his head down. “It’s my fault.” He mumbled. “We weren’t s’posed to be throwing stuff in the house, but we did, cause we were playing with the dog, and she went chasing after the toy and..”
“We broke Mommy’s butter churn,” The girl sniffled.
“Yeah,” He admitted. “And, so, me and Della figured they’d be really mad at us, so… we decided to run away before they found out.”
“They might even send us back to the orfalimage!” Della added with widened eyes.
Strawberry nodded slowly as she heard this, inwardly noting the use of the word ‘back’. “Right. Makes sense.” She agreed thoughtfully. “Make your escape before they find out you did something bad. That way, you're long gone before they can punish you." She said, with a nod of approval. "How long ago did this happen?”
“It.. it was right before bedtime,” the boy answered with a little frown. “We were going to try to put it back together and glue it, but then Mommy called us to go get ready for bed, and we didn’t have time...”
“Yeah, then after she tucked us in and read us a story and kissed us goodnight, me and Berion sneaked out.” Della explained, rubbing her eyes tearfully.
“She'll probably see it first thing in the morning though." Berion added. "So, we figured if we were gone when they find out about the churn, they couldn’t send us back to the orphan place, and they couldn’t yell at us or anything. We’d be long gone.” He explained, looking rather unhappy, himself.
Strawberry looked from one to the other, trying to make sense of this. She considered for a moment, then nodded. “So, they yell at you a lot?”
Berion paused. “Well, no.” He acknowledged. “But we hadn’t known them long.”
“Right, you mentioned the orphan place,” Strawberry nodded, recalling that they had mentioned that twice now. “You think they’d really send you back there?”
“I dunno.. but we didn’t wanna risk it.”
“Yeah, that makes sense.” Strawberry nodded. “They threatened to send you back there, then?”
“No..” Berion frowned. “They’ve never said anything like that. But..”
“But.. they expect you to behave perfectly all the time, right?”
“Well, they..” Berion paused. “I guess they understand kid stuff, well enough.”
Strawberry tilted her head. “So.. let me get this straight. They got you from the orphan place, and they give you goodnight kisses and bedtime stories, and they don’t yell or threaten to send you back.. but you thought they would?” She asked in a confused tone. “Did the orphan place make you go live with them or something?”
“No, they came and asked for us.” Della answered. “They had to borrow lots of money from Uncle Dui, so they could adopticate us.”
“
Adopt,” Berion corrected her with an eyeroll, then turned to Strawberry. “They’re real nice. They came and asked for us 'specially, and..” He frowned slightly.
Strawberry looked surprised. “Really? So, they paid a lot of money to the orphan place.. so they could adopt you two? They asked for you special and everything?”
“Yeah, we met them at the bonfire thing, and they were really nice to us and kept us safe from the scary people.” Della added.
Strawberry looked from one to the other. “Really? Huh... that's strange.”
“What?” Berion looked at curiously at her.
“Well, it’s just.. when you said you thought they’d yell and send you back, I thought maybe they were really mean, scary people who didn’t really want you.”
“Oh no! Not at all!” Della insisted, her eyes going wide.
“So, then, I figured maybe they didn’t understand that kids sometimes make mistakes.”
“I guess they understand,” Berion acknowledged thoughtfully. "They took care of cousin Eryn when she was still a kid." He frowned as he thought about that. "I guess maybe they know about kids messing up sometimes."
“Wait.. so, you don’t think they’ll mind the broken churn that much after all?”
“Well.. I guess they'll be upset, because now they can’t make any butter.. and it is sort of a big part of how they make money.” Berion answered thoughtfully. “But I guess maybe not as upset as I thought, before.”
“But you also broke a rule," Strawberry recalled with a little frown. "Your mommy might be more upset about that.”
“I guess that’s true,” Berion nodded and looked down. “But they’ve been real nice to us, so far.”
“So, would you say they love you?”
“I... guess so?” Berion frowned. “I dunno. We haven’t known them for very long.”
"They're a lot nicer than Ms Esme," Della spoke up quietly.
Strawberry nodded, but didn't ask who ms Esme was. “How do you think they’ll feel when they find out you’ve run away?” Strawberry wondered quietly.
The kids went quiet, glancing at each other briefly. Berion spoke up first. “Sad, I guess.” He answered, dropping his head down.
Strawberry nodded slowly. “Worried, maybe?” She suggested.
“I bet Uncle Dui’ll come looking for us,” Della added hopefully, rubbing her eyes. “Then he can bring us home and we can be back before mommy and daddy wake up.” She brightened a little at that thought.
“But it’s still the middle of the night.” Strawberry pointed out. “How’s your uncle even going to know you’re gone? And besides.. even if he does, it’s still pretty dark out. It’ll be hard to follow tracks. Does he even know how to do that?”
“Oh yeah, knows lots about that stuff. He’s a ranger!” Berion answered, then paused. “But.. you’re right. It is dark. And we’re a long, long way from home. And...” He frowned as he remembered. "Oh... yeah. He had to go sleep in the ranger place tonight, way up in the city." He looked down and frowned further. “What’ll we do?”
Strawberry leaned back on her hands, glancing up at the sky. There were still few hours before dawn, she guessed. “Well, what do you
want to do?”
“I wanna go home.” Della said, sounding like she might burst into tears any moment.
Berion nodded his agreement. “But we don’t know the way. We’re lost.” He added, discouraged.
Strawberry considered the two thoughtfully. They looked so downcast, now that they had realized that they
wanted to go back but couldn't. “Maybe.. I can help?” She suggested, hoping she
could help them.
“Do you think you
can?” Berion looked hopeful at this new possibility.
Strawberry hesitated, unwilling to say for certain. “I can try." She answered. "Where do you live?”
“It’s called Daisy Dairy farm." Della answered.
Berion nodded. "Do you know where it is?”
Strawberry thought for a moment. “I'm not sure.. but it sounds familiar.” She said thoughtfully. A dairy farm? “Lots of cows, right?”
“Yeah, and there’s a sign at the end of the gate, it says ‘Daisy Dairy Farm.”
“With a picture of a daisy on it.. right?” Strawberry nodded, recalling having passed a place like that, maybe half an hour before she'd stopped to make camp. She was relieved, because that meant she could help them. “Yeah, I passed by there." She told them gladly. "I know right where it is.” She smiled slightly at the kids. “So, want me to take you home?”
“Yes!” Both answered eagerly.
It took very little time for Strawberry to pack up her small camp and put out the fire, then set off with the kids. It was still cold and dark, so she let Della keep her blanket around her shoulders while they walked.
It took about half an hour to walk with the kids trailing along, but eventually they arrived at the sign at the end of the road leading to the dairy farm. Strawberry stopped there. The shape of the farmhouse at the end of the lane was visible by the moonlight, so there was no chance the kids could get lost from here. “Will you two be alright from here?” She asked softly.
“Yeah.” Berion looked much happier. “We’re home! Thanks, miss Strawberry.” He grinned and took Della's hand.
“Don’t mention it. Really, I mean that.” Strawberry looked at them seriously. “It would be best if you don’t tell anyone about this...” She didn't really want word to get out that she'd been spotted around here, because it might draw her enemy's attention toward this area, rather than away.
“Don’t worry,” Berion assured her. “We won’t be mentioning this to anyone...
Ever!” He insisted. “Right, Della?”
“Right, we don’t wanna make mommy and daddy sad that we tried to leave.” She agreed with a little nod, then handed Strawberry’s blanket back to her.
“Good.” Strawberry smiled slightly. "Now, the next time you decide to have an adventure, make sure you know your way back home, alright? And.. maybe get permission first." She suggested, then waved as she watched them set off down the road to the house. She waited a moment, then trailed along after them at a distance so that she could ensure they got inside safely. Once she saw them climb in through an open window on the ground floor, she nodded to herself and set off back the way she'd come, walking at a brisker pace now that she didn't have to match her pace to the kids'. In the distance, she heard a couple of barks from a dog, but it sounded like it was inside the house, and no dog came after her, so she guessed it was probably not able to get out.
Ironic, she thought, as her thoughts lingered on the encounter with the kids, with a little sadness tugging at her heart. Strawberry had no family she knew of, and yet she wished she did have someone and didn't know if anyone wanted her... while those kids had been chosen by a couple who sounded like they really loved them and wanted them, and they had thought of leaving because of one little mistake. Strawberry was glad she’d been able to help them, and that she'd been in the right place to find them when she did... they could have died from the cold before their family ever knew they were gone, otherwise. As she strolled along the road, she was thinking about that, and couldn't help but wonder… did she run away from home or something, once? Is that why she was off on her own? Considering the fact that she was currently 'running away' from yet another place... it struck her as a somewhat plausible theory. But that still didn't answer a lot of other questions. Like what happened to her memory.
Sighing, she shook her head and decided not to worry about it all. She had to find a way out of the Pelennor, and since she was already awake and had her camp packed up, she figured she might as well set off toward the gate that would take her toward Lossarnach. She'd figure out how to get through it when she got there, and she could only hope that she wouldn't run into any trouble when she did.